Let's Eat Grandma - Watching You Go

There's this rage trapped inside
In this violence
In the noise which amplifies
How I shake
How I shatter
As you're tearing at the touch like butterflies
I want to shed myself and lay back in the earth sometimes
Surrender to the sky
I wanna feel whole with the world unfolding
And the way it makes me feel
As if I'm still a little child
She makes it hard for you to have to say goodbye
And I said to you
I'm not staying in
I'm not wasting it
I'm not
And I said to you
I'm not staying in
I'm not wasting it
I'm not
But I was watching you go
And I was watching you go
And though I tried my best it's fading
Getting fainter now
This distance thinly cloaked
I still wake up sometimes and I feel I've lost it
Just like a dream I had which slowly comes unstuck
You made me feel as if I'm someone you could love
And I said to you
I'm not staying in
I'm not wasting it
I'm not
And I said to you
I'm not staying in
I'm not wasting it
I'm not
But I was watching you go
And I was watching you go
Watching
Watching
Watching
Watching
Watching
I was watching you go
I was watching
I was
I was watching
I was watching
Oh, oh I
I was
I was, oh
I was watching you go
I was
I was watching you go